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Loh: hey
Loh: you never pick up my call, and reply my sms
Loh: so i'm just gonna say it here
Loh: i know you're there
Loh: hey?
Loh: i know i'm guilty and i'm a coward. i know how hurtful this is. and i know that you really hate me and maybe really wanna beat me and kill me now
Loh: the truth is, if killing me would make it even to you, i wouldn't mind, i swear. you can do that.
Loh: but you have to know something, before you do that
Loh: my oldest son is sick, i just found out. my wife begs for forgiveness. my mother threatens to leave me if i neglect my son.
Loh: you really think i could leave them all?
Loh: i couldn't leave you as well, but... you really think i could leave them all?
Loh: i couldn't leave thailand. you couldn't leave indonesia. you...
Loh: you couldn't see how our future will be. i need to know.
Loh: i know no one predicts the future. but have you try to keep the intention?
Loh: what am i suppose to do noran?
noran: what does he got? your son's sickness?
Loh: hey
Loh: pneumonia, acute asthma.
Loh: so...
Loh: hey
noran: so sorry bout your son. you suppose to tell me earlier that you have two. that'd make a big difference.
Loh: i'm sorry for not telling you the truth. i couldn't find a way to tell you, i'm sorry, i'm very sorry. i'm a coward.
Loh: and a liar.
Loh: i'm sorry.
Loh: i love you so much, and i know you hate me from now on, i wish i know how to heal every mess i did
Loh: you're a girl with a beautiful heart, i really hope someday i can see see how your heart shine again. i know that is so bullshit for you to hear now
Loh: but you're always in my pray, in my sight. i'm sorry for making you fall
Loh: hey.
Loh: hey. you're not the only victim. can you imagine how to live with responsibilities you regret to have, rather than living with someone you cant stop thinking about?
Loh: and
Loh: and everytime you think about her, you want to kill yourself?
Loh: you are free baby. you are hurt now, but free. i want you to be happy again.
Loh: can you please be happy? i'm sure you can do that. you're young, you're smart, the smartest girl i ever know, and you have a lot of friends. please be happy, and stop being sad about this. i'm a jerk anyway.
Loh: i'm not worth it.
Loh: i'm sorry for even dare to love you, but i will never regret that one month i stay in jakarta.
Loh: it was the best month i have in my life. not even my 34 year of living can beat that one month.
Loh: I know you hate me, but you always have me.
noran: no, i dont
Loh: you do.
noran: i don't
Loh: ok
Loh: are you visiting phi phi, on july?
noran: no
Loh: so you stay in bangkok?
noran: yep. maybe. or i'm not going at all.
Loh: you know, if i can have one more luck, i want to see you again.
Loh: i won't kiss you, i won't touch you, you don't even have to know that i'm there.
Loh: i just want to see you, and hear your voice
Loh: and maybe if i can get really lucky, i can see you smiling
Loh: i miss you bad. i'm sorry for everything.
Loh: i love you.
noran: i love you too.
noran: wish you all the best.
Loh: thank you sweets. i love you.
noran: i can start over again. don't you worry about me.
noran: just, take care of those people who need you.
Loh: ฉันรักคุณ
Loh: aku cinta kamu
12.6.08
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Noran Bakrie
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2:20 AM
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