goodbye lullaby

Sit with me
Sip this bitter coffee
I don’t need you to make it sweet
I like it as the way it is
I just want you to sip it with me


And wear my glasses
I want you to see what I see
Life, clearly
You see those floating little kids over there?
They look like flying
Yeah the ones who are waving back at us
They are our future kids
The left one is called Faith,
Middle is Caress,
And right one, the one who’s wearing torn pieces of light blue cloth, her name is Lullaby
She’s so pretty, she has your eyes, your nose and my lips
She’s the one who takes us to our dreamland in each night
The one who shows us those painless worlds we’ve wished all this time
Life doesn’t fancy her, so Life closed its door and won’t let her in
Life wants pain in this world, that is one reason why people want to be better
Because then people will work theirselves to avoid it, to avoid pain
Imagine how reckless people will be in a world without pain
That’s why Life doesn’t accept Lullaby’s presence


And that is why I need you to sip this bitter coffee
I need you to stay awake with me in this painful world

Thank you mom, friends, God, popo, and thank you Norry my Lullaby. All of your presences made this shallow self of mine learns more from Life. Better luck next year guys