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pagi pagi, dia tengkurap di sampingku
aku terbangun.
"morning," katanya
"hei,"
"jam 9. kesiangan tuh kamu. mandi,"
"kok nggak bangunin?"
"bosen bangunin kamu. kebooo," dia mengelus pahaku. sekilas mengecupku. "sana, mandi. aku mau bangun siang aja,"
"mandi bareeeng,"
"aku mau tiduuuuur,"
"huuuu. ayo dong sayang,"
dia pura-pura merem.
aku membuka matanya. "ayo. temenin mandi,"
"ih biasanya juga mandi sendiri dari bocah. kamu aja pengennya yang lain,"
aku mengecup kelopak matanya. mengelus punggung telanjangnya.
"nggak akan sukseees. aku begadang semalem, capeeeek, aku mau bangun siaaaaaaang,"
aku cemberut. akhirnya mengalah.
aku melangkahinya karena pagi itu aku tertidur di sisi kasur yang nempel ke dinding. tubuhnya menghalangiku.
sejenak aku duduk di pinggulnya.
kuciumi bahunya, lehernya. punggungnya.
kudengar dia mendengkur keenakan. hehehehe
kuciumi daun telinganya. kupeluk bahunya.
"you know," bisikku sehalus mungkin. "i wanna do you,"
"huh?"
"i wanna bang you."
dan dia mendengarkan.
kujilati telinganya, dan bilang, "you know how girls wear strap and fuck their boyfriend from here," kuremas pantatnya.
dia tergelak. "kamu kebanyakan nonton bokep,"
"eeeh, serius... don't you wanna know why they like it so much?
don't you wanna know how it feels?" *merayu pantang mundur*
"stay away from my ass. i'm not gaaaaaaay."
"you said you'd turn to gay for me,"
"huh?"
"yeah. you did. did you mean it, or was it just bullshit?"
"i..."
"you said it. i'd turn to gay for you. i'd quit smoking for you blabla..."
"..."
"you know it's been a while since the last time i do the banging,"
"..."
"kamu nggak kasian sama aku?"
"..."
"puh... leeeeeeeeease...?" *bisikan rayu terakhir*

ragu-ragu.
mikir-mikir.

lalu dia bilang, "... ... tapi pelan-pelan..."


>.<

ahahahaha, you're the cutest thing, baby!


ps. no, we didn't do it. we don't have the strap. i have to buy a new one, i never own one actually. jacy kept the strap those days. ;)