Un:Cut

i've got 2 people told me again, "you're so fucking positive. so fucking happy. i wish i can be like you who knows no misery."
thank you for that. maybe i am. maybe i am happy. alhamdulillah.

well people measure what they want to measure.
see what their eyes prefer to see.

everyone has issues, okay.
too much work, not much money.
wrong career, wrong husband/wife.
raising a child by your own.
living with one parent, or maybe, no parents.
homeless.
jobless.
friend-less.
loverless.
already planned an epic vacation plan and it got cancelled.
domestic violence.
just got fired.
like/love a person who doesn't like/love you back.
boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife cheating on you.
your big family doesn't support you.
your parents don't support you.
no one supports you.
lonely?
whatever they are, how awful they are, as long you alive and breathing, issues will always be a part of you,
and there are times you can't work it out.

admit it, accept it and say grace.
i'm not telling you to look at others who have worse condition just to feel better about yourself.
just learn to say grace without any reason why you should.

because i think what human need is not to be strong, but to feel strong.
not to live like a duck, but to feel like an eagle.


i'm not acting wise here. i'm not trying to preach.
it's just what i'm doing now and it works. tested and verified. see, people believe that i know no misery. i must've been really fucking positive in some way. maybe works on you too.