so i just send some money to (hopefully) cure a cat from her cancer. and the owner cries when she accepts it, and i cry too. i always thought that this activity of me doing this -- sending my money away to animals, to dogs, horses, cats who are injured -- is done to make me feel better about myself.
and now i ask myself, do i feel better about myself? ... no.
i feel awful, i still feel awful. not even my stupid hard-earned cash that i'm always lack of can guarantee some cat's for not being suffered. i am helpless.
all of us still helpless.
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