30.8.04

"aspirin and a cup of double espresso, mam?"

... wish someone would really come asking me that.

when i wake up this morning, my vision is blurred. suddenly.
my head's getting heavier and i think i loss a number of my hair.

i'm angry to everyone at the office.
and i feel the world is too crowded for me. i wanna get lost.
i wanna kill them all.

i'm dizzy. i feel like i'm walking in the air.
i'm flowing.

is it a disease?
i'm supposed to be healthy, physically.
but my mind's not.
i usually feel crazy inside.

but now, this madness has climbed through my skin,
eating me alive.
making me look like a sick person, from the outside.
making me look really bad.





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