the reason of it all

Once you told me, that this can’t go further.

So I let myself apart from your shadow
and I chased mine.

Then you told me that I am nothing
without you.

And your life became meaningless
without knowing my presence.

That your visions are blinded.
That your dreams were drowning and gloomy,
and you will always be insecure.

Then you asked, why one while we can have both?
Why loneliness when we’re comfort together?

And I asked you back,
Why both if one is enough?
Why together, while we always be insecure?

There’s no point where we can finally meet.
You always love all your bright and vivid dreams,
always love them more than me.

That’s the part, where you always breaking your heart.

You never want me from the very start,
you just don't want to deal with it
without me.