I have a bad feeling

about something. something big is going to happen.
it's like the big whole universe is conspiring with everything within
to attack me.

it's not like i'm gonna hurt, or die.
it's just.

...

either to teach me a lesson, or s/he's just simply evil.

i know life is suppose to be like that sometimes,
but i prefer things attack me without precautions like this.
it's not like you can change it, right.
i'm not paranoid, i'm not crazy and i'm not being mama laurent.
i just have this bad bad feeling.

- god, whatever will be will be. just don't let me forget that i love you.